My interest for development grew after I my friend introduced me to the Source game engine. He helped me create custom maps using an editor, and, after a while, I learnt the ropes & began creating 1v1 maps for CSS. In 2015, he introduced me to ROBLOX, and told me how people could earn loads of in-game currency if people purchased items in games. I guess I had my mind on the robux too much, because I didn't have much luck with making successful games. I just gave up after that. However, I've met loads of awesome, friendly & bright people throughout my time on there. But I feel like I've pushed most of those people away without realizing when I gave up, and I deeply regret that. I wouldn't be in this state if I actually had people to talk to about mental issues & help on development. Sorry for going a bit off topic, just had to get that off my chest.
My life sucks.